Admitted. ..
Concern over placenta under performing
Surrounded by blue paper curtains feeling very alone
this was not part of the plan for 33 weeks. In fact not for another month!
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You are definitely not alone. All your friends are following and thinking of you xxxx
Deep breaths Ellie. We are with you. Sending an abundance of love, prayers and strength across the pond. m
Really sorry to hear this Ellie, hope you’re okay. Keeping my fingers and toes crossed for you and the Spaniard. Xxx
Waiting anxiously to hear your news, Ellie, and hoping so much that all is well on this final stretch of your pregnancy. Much love.
We are both thinking of you and keeping everything crossed for you and the Spaniard, just shout if there is anything you need I can get over to you in an hour or so. Much love and hugs xxx
Hello Ellie, Roy and The Spaniard
Hope all well – everything crossed for you…… Just heard today that a nurse (veterinary) who trained with us and with whom I have kept in touch had her IVF baby 2 days ago….. was due 11th Jan. She tells me early arrivals are common with your miracle babies…….
Would you like me to come down to see you? Thinking of you constantly…. And i got the Viv Fuchs book….. Thank you darling.xxx Angie & Brian
Ellie …. I am attempting to rejoin Twitter (didn’t know I had ever joined) to let you know I am holding your hand…… My address seems to be @RuthieMa . I don’t seem to be able to get back toy your Twitter page…… So sorry…… Hope you get some sleep … or even better still, the Spaniard awakens from his slumbers and keeps you awake…..!!! I do seem to recall (all those years ago) that as our babes become more squashed they slow down….. Thinking of you all xxxx.
Hey Ellie, just adding to the thoughts that everything will go okay. from the antipodes. the spaniard seems to want to be yo & roys Xmas present. Thinking of all of you, but especially you and baby….. Frank & Sally